Smoking

When I was at home in Ireland I started having a cigarette in the evenings with my sister. Then I got back to New Zealand and started having the odd one here when someone else was smoking. I joked that my New Year's resolution was to start smoking.

Then I started buying cigarettes.

I have just bought my second pack this week. Meaning I am buying more cigarettes now than when I actually really considered myself a smoker.

I am not running, I am taking breaks from work for cigarettes. I am having conversations with my flattie Claire from the deck while I smoke.

I am a smoker.

Oh dear.